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I rather leave my messages on my own wall than send these to him...

Just in case you'll chance upon this blog, you know who you are and every word I've written in this space is meant only for you...


April 14, 2010

To Mr. Brightside...

Just saw ur wall and read something that stung me. I know I've accepted that you don't like me as I do and I won't get affected anymore coz we're friends but I can't help but get hurt every time I read something about you. It simply pains me how you're longing for someone who isn't there anymore yet here I am willing to be THAT SOMEONE if only you let me in.

But I forgot... I'm not her.

*reality check*


April 11, 2010

To Mr. Brightside,

Thanks so much for making me feel that I matter to you even if as your best friend only.


April 5, 2010

To Mr. Brightside,

thanks for putting a smile on my face, best friend... you really know when to pop up in my moments of sadness hehehe miss you bunches!


April 3, 2010

To Mr. Brightside,

Hope you're feeling A-Ok right now. Miss the alaskahan and laugh trip hehehe... Be well, my friend


April 2, 2010

I miss someone who used to make me laugh and blush at the same time... where art thou?

To Mr. Brightside,

((hugs)) nalang ko beh... miss u bunches


April 1, 2010

To Mr. Brightside,

How come I can't shake you off my mind though I told myself not to pine for you anymore?
How come I still wish in silence that you would change your mind and finally see me through?
It really sucks to lose someone like you...

sad reality... "I always get what I want...'cept you... "


March 28, 2010

To Mr. Brightside,

ur always thought of... u really have no idea tsk tsk...


March 22, 2010

To Mr. Brightside,

You don't how much I've fought the urge not to text nor call you last night when I wasn't feeling too well... Miss those times you used to cheer me up when I'm down in the dumps... Why the sudden change?


you're my first heartache after my first love... I thought ur the one to melt my snow but false alarm pala... anyway, be happy coz I'll be just to see u smile... even if I'm not the reason...


dre nalang ko motext nimo k I don't have the guts to...

Hi, musta naman ka? how's work? go easy with the booze k? I'm ok na, no more fever na me... Miss you bunches!


March 20, 2010

To Mr. Brightside,

it feels so great knowing where I stand... though u don't like me as much as I do still ur honesty made me appreciate u, even more, thanks so much for not taking advantage of my feelings... ur one true gentleman...


March 14, 2010

To Mr. Brightside,

ur singing the song I loved but I doubt it's for me... m done with this so-called unrequited love...

I just talked with my mafia and they put sense to my "immature mind" that what I did was wrong... il call you once I'll be okay na... that is I have accepted the truth that we'll only be friends and nothing more... I miss the friendship... so much...


March 10, 2010

To Mr. Brightside,

I was happy when you texted me but I got depressed even more knowing you don't see me like the way I do... that's why, ala nalang ko text balik... ako nalang panindigan na am letting u go...


March 9, 2010

To Mr. Brightside,

been a couple of days since i said goodbye... makaya ba ni nako? though I told you that I want my old self back but it seems like I'm losing a part of me when I let go... hope I'll get over this phase...

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Bey *____^